02.22
hello
i have recently returned from berlin which has possibly been one of the worst weeks of my life
my computer is broken
i was mugged and my friends just watched it happen
my friends abandoned me and used my tickets to the film festival, left me stranded without wifi or phone service
oh well
i did meet a long time friend for the first time however and i enjoyed every bit of that
she was so lovely and made my trip worth while, i had such a fun time with her
it is strange how you can meet people from the other half of the world and connect so well
i hope this wont be the only time we see each other because i enjoyed having time with a real friend very much
the friends i have here arent too real, just here because theyre my best options
i did have one friend though who i really connected with and that was there with me on that last day when my friends abandoned me
we got dinner together even though she promised other friends shed eat with them
we saw some on the way back and they asked why she didnt come with and she sternly said "because i wanted to eat with her instead!"
it made me feel really nice
we shopped together a little bit as well
it really meant a lot to me
despite it all, i did make some sweet memories like i had wanted
and i think it made me grow up a little more
i realized
people never really care unless it benefits them as well
which is sad
but it is a truth
a sad truth
anyway
here are some photos in chronological order of my trip
i did not take many because i have been shaken up and crying a lot of it
but i did capture some beautiful moments

















i hope you enjoyed these moments
goodbye for today,
melancholiaah for tomorrow
love