02.24
hello
today i am facing death
just kidding
but kind of
evidently when i was in germany there was a very bad flu going around
guess who caught it
this is the second time ive had the flu in the last four months
ive had colds and other stomach issues as well during this time
its always so hard, i have a really bad immune system
i have been sleeping for really long times and my skin is red with how hot it is but if i take off my blankets i get goosebumps
i feel very nauseous as well
thats normal though
well to some extent
im nauseous because socializing yuck
anyways
i feel really sick and im so miserable its hard to handle it all by myself but im trying my best
my bones crack even if i turn to my other side
maybe im not sick maybe im just getting old
who knows
ive been taking medication all day and binged two different shows and ate two cookies and some cheese balls
it felt good
but i hate having to stay in bed all day because im sick
i like staying in bed because im lazy

but i drew a little bit today in the sketchbook my friend from germany gave me
i am really enjoying having this book

i hope you all have happy health
goodbye for today,
melancholiaah for tomorrow
love