today i am facing death


just kidding


but kind of


evidently when i was in germany there was a very bad flu going around


guess who caught it


this is the second time ive had the flu in the last four months


ive had colds and other stomach issues as well during this time


its always so hard, i have a really bad immune system


i have been sleeping for really long times and my skin is red with how hot it is but if i take off my blankets i get goosebumps


i feel very nauseous as well


thats normal though


well to some extent


im nauseous because socializing yuck




i feel really sick and im so miserable its hard to handle it all by myself but im trying my best


my bones crack even if i turn to my other side


maybe im not sick maybe im just getting old


who knows


ive been taking medication all day and binged two different shows and ate two cookies and some cheese balls


it felt good


but i hate having to stay in bed all day because im sick


i like staying in bed because im lazy



but i drew a little bit today in the sketchbook my friend from germany gave me


i am really enjoying having this book


i hope you all have happy health


goodbye for today,

melancholiaah for tomorrow





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Kingwood, Texas 77325